Almost 7 months have passed and we still expect you to walk through the door or talk on msn, we look at your cheeky smile every day in photographs, in our thoughts and in our dreams, time doesn't make it any easier to believe or accept. Beck is finding it really hard just now and sometimes when i wake him in the morning i find little notes he has written to you while he's in bed, saying how much he loves and misses you and wishes he could see and speak to you again. Joe done a little talk about you at school last week, he took in photos and wrote about you and told his class how he misses you. Dad comes and sits and speaks to you, he finds it hard to stay long, i don't think he's really taken it in yet, none of us have really, that's something that is going to take a long time if ever. We all miss you so much wee man. Love you.